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June 29, 2014

Happy Birthday

I walked down full of uncertainty
Searching for a form of a remedy
Then when you looked at me
It's the second I knew exactly

We build this fort hand in hand
Trying to figure out what is God's plan
I predicted our future like a mad man
You brought me down on my own stand

I, then, finally came to a sudden conclusion
A conclusion that wasn't meant to be a finale

I lost
You found me
And I thought I found you
But not really
I keep blinding myself
Although the answer is 'eventually'

It hurts
I can feel the pain
But I know
This won't come again

You make me happy
You're a burst of joy to me
I cherish every moment with you
And yes, I enjoy to roll with you too

So let's fly
Together to the sky
I'll go with our flow
Till the time for us slow

And until then
This isn't the end
I merely want to say
Hey, Happy Birthday

June 19, 2014

New Vlogs and Tag Videos

Recently I have been editing old videos containing some vlogs (video blogs) I did in several occasions. Also, I tried to shamelessly participate in a 'video tag' that has been going round on YouTube for years now.

Here they are:

If you wanna see more of my mediocre videos, you can visit my channel here.

March 17, 2014

"Mother Nature is a serial killer. No one's better. More creative. Like all serial killers, she can't help but the urge to want to get caught. But what good are all those brilliant crimes if no one takes the credit? So she leaves crumbs. Now the hard part, while you spent decades in school, is seeing the crumbs for the clues they are. Sometimes the thing you thought was the most brutal aspect of the virus, turns out to be the chink in its armor. And she loves disguising her weaknesses as strengths. She's a bitch."
- Andrew Fassbach, 23, Virologist from Harvard - World War Z

January 5, 2014


Just found out that I was featured in a blog of my friend from France way back in Feb 2013. He took one of my pics on Facebook and made a twist by adding a creepy hand pretending to choke me or something from behind. So talented. Check out his blog: Claudiu Cornea.

December 30, 2013

Shake me!

Another weird ass shit from Japan. Very fun.


December 27, 2013

"And that is how Wisteria Lane became my final resting place. My ashes were spread over grass I had once walked on, beneath trees that had once given me shade, on top of roses I once admired, and beside fences I once gossiped over. And after my friends had finished saying goodbye, a wind came along and took what was left of me into the air. As I looked down on the world I began to let go of it. I l
et go of white picket fences, and cars and driveways, coffee cups and vacuum cleaners. I let go of all those things which seemed so ordinary, but when you put them together, they make up a life, a life that really was one-of-a-kind. I’ll tell you something: It’s not hard to die when you know you have lived. And I did. Oh, how I lived."
Edie Britt, A Former Desperate Housewife

December 18, 2013

ARTPOP: An Album Review

Since its launching day on November 11th, I've pretty much listened to this new album of Lady Gaga everyday. I keep raping the replay button, basically. So I thought that I wanna make a quick review of the album track by track. She has done it herself, check it out here:

I wanna make mine to be more personal and subjective. As a little monster I kinda have this unwritten mandatory obligation to make a review. I've been procrastinating to do this for a month now, but yeah.. finally I did it. So without further a due, here's my track-by-track review of ARTPOP (Deluxe Edition):

1. Aura
This song is so perfect to open the entire album. I'm guessing it's put as the first track because it's the first song that accidentally leaked throughout internet and she wanted her fans to listen to the good one instead of the unfinished version. She was maybe like, "What the fuck, those bastards ruined my surprise. At least if you wanna steal my song, get the high quality dammit!" But yeah, this song is so perfect as the gate of the album cause it's so catchy and make me wanting more. It's kinda similar to Gaga's style vocal wise, lots of studdering and spelling. I'm so bummed that she didn't use Burqa as the title, in fact she only mentioned the word once in the lyric. Aura sounds cool tho, but I like Burqa better. In terms of musicality, this song is sooo diverse. Mostly techno beats and crazy rhythm, but there's this weird banjo type of music instrument that I like after several times listening to it (which I actually hated before). This song sounds very modern, futuristic, but traditional at the same time. I feel like I'm in a dessert during this song. Like the dessert Gaga and Beyonce ran away to from the police at the end of Telephone music video. Maybe this will be the final trilogy?

Favorite lyric/bit: The dance break! "dance.. sex.. art.. pop.. tech.. dance.. sex.. art.. pop.. tech.." & "..behind the curtain, behind the burqaaaaaaaaa-a-a-a-a-a-a…"

2. Venus
My favourite song in the entire album, hands down. I don't know why but I can feel the power in this song. The power of a misunderstood young diva that poured her heart out in a record. It's so easy listening, so up-beat, so good ahhhh. I love the strong shouting, the falsetto, the ascending head voice. This song's lyric portray a goddess of love basically. And it teaches us about the name of the planets. Btw Gaga, Pluto is not in our galaxy anymore. Nevertheless, this record feels so outerspacey, ancient/medieval, and delicious. Just like she said, "Cause you're outta this world, galaxy, space, and time.."

Favorite lyric/bit: "I wonder if this could be love, this could be loooououuuuooouoouououuuoooove.. Goddess of loooououououououve.."

3. G.U.Y
To be very honest, I hate this song in the beginning. Like what the fuck have you produced Gaga? This is rubbish! I was very disappointed with the slow pace of the song, not to mention the weird and bizarre lyrics. I still have no idea what she meant by "I wanna be that guy, G.U.Y, Girl Under You darling", like what?! So you wanna be the guy? Or a girl? Under who again? I get that you're bisexual, but the lyric is too weird seriously. BUT, surprisingly nowadays I start to like this song! Well, not like crazy about it, but like, less annoyed by it. After couple of times hearing it with my earphones, I could listen to the sick bass and the levitating tempo. Still have no idea about what she's talking about tho.

Favorite lyric/bit: The claps! I don't like any of the lyric. (OBVS)

4. Sexxx Dreams
I looove this one so much! So sexy, filthy, so sensual, but elegant and modern at the same time. The lyrics scream how horny you are, technically. Down-beat, but still flowing and easy listening. as well as dance worthy. Arousing type of dance tho. Like Britney's "I'm A Slave For You" slutty kinda dance. Love what the bassist did in this song. Very refreshing! Rihanna tweeted one chunk of the lyrics, and I can DEFINITELY see here and Gaga collaborating for a music video with this song. Sort of like Riri's S&M vibe. Raunchaaayyy! 

Favorite lyric/bit: "When I lay in bed, I touch myself, I think of you.."

5. Jewels n' Drugs (feat. T.I., Too Short, and Twista)
The most awkward song to listen to when sober. But I could see myself fist-pumping to this song after puffing couple of blunts tho. I like that she still gave the opera-broadway-esque feeling in the middle of bumping hip-hop beats. This is so not Gaga, but gotta give her props for saving her ass up by bringing 3 rappers and hip-hop artists at the same time. Smart move! T.I. = meh. Too Short = double meh. Twista = watch out Busta Rhymes!

Favorite lyric/bit: Twista: "Qwertyuiop asdfghjkl zxcvbnm!!! dfghjk rtyuio vbnm fghjk ghj?!"

First of all, what's up with all these letter-playing, double-or-triple-meaning, innuendo-feeling words? At least more than 5 songs in this album have it. Gosh. You make your fans lost within their own mind Gaga! Anyways, this is probably my 2nd favourite song! Yay! I bowed down to my computer screen after I saw her performing this song at iTunes Festival on YouTube. So good. So Gaga. So… amazing. BUT, she fucking stabbed my heart with a double-sided knife, and turn it 360 degrees, and pull it out off my hole-y chest, when she changed the chorus! Fuck you Gaga, this is a backfire to you! You've set the bar high with the live performance, and you thought that you'll surprise us with a "better" song by (ruining) changing the chorus? Or this is actually the original one and you re-arrange it differently for the iTunes Fest? Either way, I like the iTunes one better! Fuck. Nonetheless, I still like the rest of it tho. So rock-n-roll-y! The guitar and drum accents are sooo raw, fierce, hard, you name it! I like the dance break too with the freestyle of the guitarist. I can see this song in a rock festival. Hell yeah!

Favorite lyric/bit: "Heaaaaaaaal meeeeee.. Cause I'm addicted to looooooveeeee… Saveeeeeee meeeee… Cause I'm addicted to loooveee.. I'm addicted to loveeee.."